WE OFTEN DONT GRASP THE IMPORTANCE OF CERTAIN PEOPLE IN OUR LIVE UNTIL THE DAY THERE ARE NO MORE...................
that evening he came back home as if nothing had happened,he thought to himself who would know,he chose the path given to him with love for his family,friends,and the one he loved.but what he never knew that sometimes it hurts even more to leave after than the time prescribed to,no one noticed him he sat ate by their side,listen to their talks,they didn't really speak with him before and he just sat there watching as he always did in silence,no one even noticed he wondered to himself why he took that stupid desicision and should have let go.it hurt him a bit to notice their indifference still strong not a word uttered he went to his room,opening his door he grinned it was a sarcastic grin cause this was his palace of solitude once the door closed there was nothing that would make a difference now.he slept there were he always,he rethought about his nights without sleep,about the moments he cried alone,the time he looked out of the window to stare at the stars and the moon,he asked himself "would it make a difference if they knew?"as the morning light came he heard the voices call him to wake up from afar as usual but how could he sleep such petty things were no more needed what difference would money make,would power change,would all those things that everyone treasures beyond the real values really matter at the stage he was,he needn't get ready ,no need for clothes nor to matter anymore. he knew he would be going to meet his friends at school would it be a bit different?he asked himself.his brother and him used to fight a lot but really cared about each other they were cool together but would he amongst all the others notice,so many question were going threw his mind but then he stopped asking himself questions what would it change anyway, he sat quietly took the bus his friends too took him for granted cause he use to sit sad in a corner listening to music it was not really their fault he just didn't let anyone get close to him cause life gave him to many of those lessons to teach him that no one cares nor can be trusted he way of living was be with them give away those fake smiles which made him feel like a fucking hypocrite and just go back home and live his life the way he always did, they tried asking him what was wrong but he stayed quiet and they usually understood,they all loved him but he knew this love they gave him was just temporary .it was a test for them to prove they loved him but he knew that even if they showed him it would hurt at the bitter end that bitter end which was so close just a few hours left hours which he didn't really care about which seem now like gold in his hands but he knew that anyway pain awaited.school ended he was off to his lessons where he use to just see his girlfriend for a while but for him it was only her that mattered she was everything to him would she know he felt like crying he couldn't those salt water drops from his eyes just weren't the solution he sat there watched her pass by ,she did a sign to say bye with a smile which to him cured everything , he wished he could tell her that she would have to be strong and that he would never forget her and always love her and take care of her from wherever he would be but she was gone in seconds he wished he could hold her against him just one more time he went home the time was running out he did the same ritual as always then went to his fortress of solitude and as midnight aproached he went out of his room and gave each of them a kiss on their forehead the clock struck midnight and he left but before he did so he visited the one he loved the most he looked at her sleeping kissed her for the last time and left for the unknown.who would have doubted he has died yesterday and was given just another day to make the most of those he loved but who neglected him cause the thought there was time left to make up the time lost...........never put for later things you want to tell your loved ones today cause who knows whether tomorow will be gifted to you.
that evening he came back home as if nothing had happened,he thought to himself who would know,he chose the path given to him with love for his family,friends,and the one he loved.but what he never knew that sometimes it hurts even more to leave after than the time prescribed to,no one noticed him he sat ate by their side,listen to their talks,they didn't really speak with him before and he just sat there watching as he always did in silence,no one even noticed he wondered to himself why he took that stupid desicision and should have let go.it hurt him a bit to notice their indifference still strong not a word uttered he went to his room,opening his door he grinned it was a sarcastic grin cause this was his palace of solitude once the door closed there was nothing that would make a difference now.he slept there were he always,he rethought about his nights without sleep,about the moments he cried alone,the time he looked out of the window to stare at the stars and the moon,he asked himself "would it make a difference if they knew?"as the morning light came he heard the voices call him to wake up from afar as usual but how could he sleep such petty things were no more needed what difference would money make,would power change,would all those things that everyone treasures beyond the real values really matter at the stage he was,he needn't get ready ,no need for clothes nor to matter anymore. he knew he would be going to meet his friends at school would it be a bit different?he asked himself.his brother and him used to fight a lot but really cared about each other they were cool together but would he amongst all the others notice,so many question were going threw his mind but then he stopped asking himself questions what would it change anyway, he sat quietly took the bus his friends too took him for granted cause he use to sit sad in a corner listening to music it was not really their fault he just didn't let anyone get close to him cause life gave him to many of those lessons to teach him that no one cares nor can be trusted he way of living was be with them give away those fake smiles which made him feel like a fucking hypocrite and just go back home and live his life the way he always did, they tried asking him what was wrong but he stayed quiet and they usually understood,they all loved him but he knew this love they gave him was just temporary .it was a test for them to prove they loved him but he knew that even if they showed him it would hurt at the bitter end that bitter end which was so close just a few hours left hours which he didn't really care about which seem now like gold in his hands but he knew that anyway pain awaited.school ended he was off to his lessons where he use to just see his girlfriend for a while but for him it was only her that mattered she was everything to him would she know he felt like crying he couldn't those salt water drops from his eyes just weren't the solution he sat there watched her pass by ,she did a sign to say bye with a smile which to him cured everything , he wished he could tell her that she would have to be strong and that he would never forget her and always love her and take care of her from wherever he would be but she was gone in seconds he wished he could hold her against him just one more time he went home the time was running out he did the same ritual as always then went to his fortress of solitude and as midnight aproached he went out of his room and gave each of them a kiss on their forehead the clock struck midnight and he left but before he did so he visited the one he loved the most he looked at her sleeping kissed her for the last time and left for the unknown.who would have doubted he has died yesterday and was given just another day to make the most of those he loved but who neglected him cause the thought there was time left to make up the time lost...........never put for later things you want to tell your loved ones today cause who knows whether tomorow will be gifted to you.
